June 2012
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so this note
was a two page letter written on 4 by 6 paper.
i included a cover sheet with a large L on it and used chalk to write on her door step “kim, i wrote you a letter”
i better not end up crying hahahahaha
so i'm gonna go leave a tiny letter on her door...
May 2012
worried
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i want to ask kim to be my girlfriend or something like that.
but for me to be comfortable to do that
i need to explain that i am bipolar
but in doing so, i run the risk of coming off WAY too much like her ex.
because her ex, who she broke up with a week after we talked the first time
is bipolar and was very manipulative
the thing is
i don’t know that i’m bipolar
but...
slightly uncomfortable
with knowing that my right eye is smaller than my left.
or rather, my right eye opens not near as wide as my left.
it gives me an uneasy feeling.
one that i feel is projected on to people in my everyday.
that or i don’t open my eyes wide enough for them to notice much past how introverted i am here.
i have, like, no concept
of days anymore hahaha
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Hip
when i was in highschool, i though to act like a “hipster” or whatever would be funny. and for me it was. i dressed “well” and i did creative stuff and people thought that i was trying to be “hip” or “indie” as an identity. but the way all running jokes with me work, is very similar to that of method acting.
where i lose sight of the division...
cambros:
so if I do something creepy
but i know and acknowledge that its creepy
that makes it a little tiny bit more okay right?
no, but you just have to be okay with the results.
And that makes 7 large, lighter sized centipedes...
tomorrow, i buy packing tape.
no one’s getting in or out of this room again.
